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Now we can swim any day in november
Created on 2003-05-02 16:01:08 (#1038533), last updated 2005-08-24
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| Name: | you on a motorcycledriveby |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 06-18 |
| Location: | Baltimore, Maryland, United States |
| Website: | http://www.livejournal.com/users/elstarsplastico |
it takes more time than i've ever had
drains the life from me
makes me want to forget
as young as i was, i felt older back then
more disciplined, stronger and certain
but i was scared to death of eternity
i was saved by grace
but destroyed by naivety
and i lied to myself
and said it was for the best
so now faith is replaced with a logic so cold
i've disregarded what i was
now that i'm older
and i know much more than i did back then
but the more i learn
the more i can't understand
and i've become content with this life that i lead
where i drink too much and don't believe in much of anything
and i lie to myself
and say "it's for the best."
we're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
and we're waiting on something that will never come
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