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[OMGZ ITS 08-25-2005 @ 12:28AM] |
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im happy. im happy. im happy.
i love my boyfriend.
Volleyball is funny.
Winkler hates me so much and I love it
Emily Morgan is my hero <3
"AHHH GET IT GET IT AHHH"
in the creepy loud voice.
I dont work until next Tuesday. SA-WEET.
vacation this weekend with the family &my boo <3
Im letting my mom dye my hair.
"what kind of dope are you smoking?" - dad
jeff& i went to Bennigans tonight.
"MY DINNER IS A PILE OF ASS"
Jeff stole my fucking soup.
& took the boxers i bought for him in June.
DAMNIT I WANTED THEM.
Summer is over but the weather is pretty
Jeff is a hottie.
♥
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| its only you, beautiful |
[OMGZ ITS 08-20-2005 @ 12:03AM] |
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It's amazing sometimes how much you can adore another person.
Without even realizing it.
I don't think I tell him how much I need him enough.
and I hope he knows how much I love him.
He is the only boy that understands me.
& can relate to or at least help with every problem I have.
He is the only boy that can handle me when I'm upset.
Because he always knows what to say.
Jeff and I have become like one mold.
He's honestly my better half.
I miss him when he leaves the room, or takes a shower.
Just being with him for 5 seconds can make my day better
and I hate how he talks about joining the marines.
I know i wont be able to handle that. I wont.
& of course I would be proud of him.
I want him to do what he wants to do.
But I dont want him to leave me.
I hope that doesn't make me selfish.
I'm so glad I have him. He's my best friend.
I was talking to Ally the other day.
& she made me realize I shouldn't take what we have for granted.
and I know that I won't. not one minute.
Jacki leaving for college has kind of hit me hard too.
She has been my best friend for 10 years. 10.
Even though the last year we haven't been together as much
whenever we do see each other it's like we didn't miss anything.
she is the only girl that I can relate to on every level.
we are so different, but exactly the same.
I guess things like that are hard to explain.
but anyone with a best friend understands what I mean.
It's hard to find a friendship like that.
Through everything we just understand.
When she's upset, I'm upset.
& when we are making bad decisions, we just tell each other.
Theres no sugar coated truths. We are just honest. bluntly honest.
But I love her so much. I really really do.
I hope she has fun at college. She deserves it.
I know I'm going to miss her, but when I do see her in a few months
I know it'll be like she never left.
Eric goes back to college tomorrow.
This sucks. It really does.
I was in such a bad mood earlier thinking about it.
FUCK#%$#%@ I hate that we have to grow up.
I hate that me Jacki & Eric cant be 10, 12 and 13 again.
& cant live in the old original neighborhood.
where we lived 3 doors away from Jacki.
It just sucks, it really does.
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[OMGZ ITS 07-25-2005 @ 01:13AM] |
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I am sick of people making my best friend
feel like crap. Even if we dont hang
out alot anymore, at least i have
the decency to actually listen when she talks
& care about her when you all treat her like shit.
IN OTHER NEWS::
erics show was tonight, well done.
i will have pictures later on.
i work alot. its no fun.
but last night was EXCELLENT
ally and i are good at beer pong
jeff took care of me. <3
i take a lot of pictures
i love my boyfriend
i laugh alot.
life is good. love is good =]
im happy happy happy
alllyOOP: i will not play
beer pong with a pessimist
( you&me are one heartbeat. )
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